In my eyes

You already told me your true intent. In words and in action. I've seen what you need, believe, and expect. You say it’s love but it isn’t.

I’m your escape.

It's okay until you realize you’ve escaped into my nightmare and you realize I wasn’t looking to fill a void. I was trying to take the time to heal before you came and distracted me. To me, you are a distraction, so pay attention when I tell you what I need. I assure you, I have lots of love to give. However, receiving romantic love is not something I need, I don't really believe this kind of love isn't selfish anyways. I have bigger needs than that, especially if my love and subservience are what you want. My love is deeper than you think love can be and when I love you that means I truly have your back through almost everything.

I've been ignored my entire life so I'm used to not talking about things out of fear of being ignored. So, when I speak you will give me your undivided attention. This stability ... the stability you find in being heard, being understood, is love to me. If I can't have that, I don't want a relationship with you. If you have no desire to know anything about me, then you have something less than an employee and you won't be taking up space in my mind rent-free.